Thursday, February 17, 2005
life is super complicatin.. one min u're havin fun.. the nxt min u're down wid depression or feelin down.. sad.. wateva it is.. i dun wanna care.. i guess i juz hafta noe that life will have its up n downs.. bumpy roads n humps.. but i dun care.. it onli means that i'm goin slower not that i'm stoppin.. so i tink.. i'm onli gonna look at e gd sides of life.. not e bad ones.. i'm gonna learn to b optimistic betta den pessimistic because i noe dat... dere r lots more happie tings waitin for me den e sad past dat i had.. life is not abt e past or e future.. it's onli bout e present .. juz live life a day at a time.. bcause no point tryin to predict the future.. n no point holdin on to the past.. it's juz a waste of time.. because.. i mean.. when u tink about it.. u juz lose sum precious time that u could actually make use of to brighten up ur life.. problems r juz obstacles dat satan has put there for you to b distracted.. to distract u from being happie.. but wat's the point.. life isn't meant for u to live it in sadness all your life.. it's for u to live it to the fullest.. my fren once asked me.. what's the point of holdin back? wat can u do with ur past? u can't alter it.. u can onli b reminded of it.. hais.. i haf so mani dear frenz out there who r willin to help me if i look hard enough.. they may b juz bside me everydae n i mayb miss them out by the second.. but i still thank God for puttin them there.. now i juz pray that he'll open my eyes n let me see who my true frenz reallie are.. sigh.. aniwae.. guess wat.. todae i had choir n it wuz wid e juniors.. i finally can bcum senior le.. whahahaha.... lol.. okay fine.. well.. is lyk quite cute larrh c them.. e only thing was dat i was in a bad mood so wasted.. but never mind.. i made sum dear new frenz.. =) anyway.. is like i also kana kicked at e side by sum idiot.. n i wuz complainin bhind.. tryin blast his nose ears mouth eyes.. etc.. so can u imagine. haha.. but i guess.. it was okay le.. i m juz suay but no biggy.. wee.. heehee.. so bored.. den so sticky now.. so gonna bahe le lo.. bye bye.. btw.. tis time.. i'm partially lost.. weE~ but i noe i'll b found.. =) Jesus lurves U!!
Thursday, February 17, 2005;
