Thursday, March 10, 2005
when i think.. i dun wanna tink.. i'm tired of thinkin.. sumtimes it's easy to sae that no one cares.. but it's hard to look ard and sae that u care.. hais.. i dunnoe wat's up.. i'm tired.. very tired.. does anyone understand? i dun wanna add load unto u anymore.. i wanna tell u dat i'm sry kay? life never wasn't meant to be anything smooth i guess.. life wasn't meant to be fun.. i dunnoe wat to sae now.. juz dat sry u ppl.. i din expect tings to turn out tis wae.. but i'm reallie tired.. u probably are too.. juz dat i'm too self-centered.. n u're juz a nice person.. i dread myself dun i.. hais.. life isn't a smooth path.. but i also have to admit dat everyone's path is equally rocky.. no one can ensure dat their life will b perfect.. no one can ever sae they r happy all the time.. i guess at a pt of time.. i wuz naive enough to believe that from den on.. i'll b happie.. hais.. why m i so naive? i feel like cryin.. screamin.. but i dun wan ppl to worry for me.. but i'm juz afraid of everything.. afraid dat they'll sae dat i'm so
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