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Wednesday, May 11, 2005
ren shi hui lei de.. we have feelings don't we.. i noe 2mr math paper.. but dun wanna slp till i finish tis.. i dunno bahh.. mayb life isn't meant to turn out e wae that we want it to.. ups n downs.. wat can we do.. friendships to ppl are like wat? things that u pick up n throw it whenever u want to? sorry.. i dun take tat.. i dun wanna b treated s though u wan me den i go there.. u dun wan me.. kick me aside.. i had enough of that le.. i'm sorry u made me think this wae of u.. but seriously.. i can't stand it no more.. i agree.. though my attitude sux.. but i treated u s someone gd.. and told u so mani tings.. but wat did u do.. the nxt day.. u acted like someone who practically din noe me.. acted s though i wus nth to u.. i'm sorry.. i can't take tat animore.. i've given up on life.. jus leave me alone.. i tried to b nice to u.. but u acted s though i wus someone who had no feelings.. n u made me feel so foolish.. sighhs.. i seriously can't take it animore.. to add on.. ppl tink i'm a bitchy fella.. act like wat? ah lian.. talk damm rude.. no manners.. alwaes e one in e wrong.. sry.. jus shuddup.. i had enough of tis crap.. if u were my fren.. nto so bad.. but who r u? my sister?! sorry.. i dun ren u .. i dunno u at all.. i giv up on ppl.. i giv up on life.. no one cares.. i alwaes try to put a brave front on.. so that i could jus go n comfort u.. but u end up doin wat? treatin me like a tyre that u can jus kick aside whenever u wan to.. i decided to stop.. i'm gonna giv u up.. i'm tired of running a race i noe will nv end.. it's tiring.. dun alwaes think that u're the one wit the probs.. i myself feel so suck now.. yet i wanna try to help u.. but wat did u do to me.. mayb i'm jus self piting.. forgettit.. i dun wanna bother.. initialy i wanted to talk to u bout my stuff.. at e same time discuss wat.. nvm.. forget it.. u make me wanna hate u.. yet i can't.. wat's e pt.. i dunno. forget it bahh.. i'm tired of alwaes tryin to b e one going to u and makin u rmb that i'm here.. existent.. but u treated me all e same.. non-existent.. forget it.. if that's the case.. i giv up.. i dun wanna try.. u make me too tired.. there r other tings in life that requires my energy.. my life hasn't gone smoothly.. do u noe dat? u don't but wateva.. u dun giv a damm.. i rite now so pissed off.. but do u care? NO!.. my family members treat me as though i'm someone who wus an experiment that wus gone wrong.. everyone hates me.. i've got a stupid face that makes everyone detest.. so happie rite. i noe.. so who cares.. he wanna slap summore let him slap till he happi.. i not gonna bother le.. i from now onwards.. giv up on life.. let wateva happens happen.. dun bother.. if anione hates me.. let them hate me.. i'm tired of tinkin tat i shld pls u and everyone.. wat's e pt? make my life miserable? i dunnid someone to do tat.. my family.. i use to think that they were nothing to me.. now i realise that their comments etc are like affecting me.. whyy.. i'm probably nth.. no one likes me.. dey all detest me.. even God thinks that i'm so suck bahh.. after all.. everyone thinks that wae.. He mayb doesn't love me s His child animore bcos i too noti.. too got attitude prob.. i'm sorry.. but i kinda too tired to go ard pleasin all of u.. my attitude is cos i wanna put on a strong front.. i dun wan ppl to c me s a weakling.. but i doubt anione understands.. so who cares.. i'm sorry.. i dunno wat to sae le.. jus that.. why does everyone hafta hate me? whyy.. whyy.........
Wednesday, May 11, 2005;
YOU!! YOUR PERSONAL PROFILE
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Hai Sing Catholic School
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slacker
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22.11.1991
14 going on 15
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