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Sunday, May 01, 2005

i dunno.. hv u eva wondered whyy.. why things turned out tis way wen it was not meant to b according to you.. but in God's plan for our lives.. it wus nv an accident.. sighh.. we are all tired rite now.. facing this point of time when we often question ourselves.. wat do we do.. i dunno.. i'm scared.. but who isn't rite now.. i'm realli afraid.. for e ones out there for my frens.. my deaR ones.. i dunno.. but tings ard me suddenly feel like it's happening too fast.. it's jus scary.. i dunno wat to sae or do.. but it freaks me out.. i'm scared.. it's jus like a bomb hitting on me n i hv no time to react.. but at least tis time round i hv a limited time to go and jus do wat i hafta do.. i dunno.. sumtings oso.. i din wanna sae it.. i din wanna hurt ya de.. seriously.. i'm sorry.. but i jus felt i had to sae it.. it wasn't meant for me to sae bah but mayb God wanted me to tell u.. the right tings at the wrong time is still wrong.. i dun wanna add stress.. but if it realli was from God.. somehow.. u'll know de oso okayy.. i'm sorry.. sorry.. sighh.. but rite now.. we both feel tired.. stressed out.. i noe.. but it's time for us to accept our facts rite.. but rite now.. mayb it's a test.. time to help us grow stronger so that when the time of anti-christ arises.. we'll b strong.. we can stand up for Him.. mayb we didn't want all these to happen but if God knows it's gonna happen and He doesn't stop it.. it probably means that He wants us to grow strong for Him.. He wanna know who are the true ppl who will stand up for Him in a situation like that.. so let's all stand strong together.. let's pray hard that we can save as mani ppl as we can.. bcos nth is impossible in e Lord.. hmm.. mayb God wanted us to experience it.. 7 years.. how long is tat. i dunno.. hmm.. we often take things for granted.. i'm sorry i eva did.. now i listening to e song "Days of Elijiah" e lyrics at one part goes like tis.. "Behold He comes.. riding on e clouds.. shining like the sun.. at the trumpet's call.. " wow.. it would b such a grand coming.. sighh.. i dunno bahh.. God has nv promised us dat He would make our lives perfect.. instead.. He promised us that He would put us in situations in which He would bring us through and that it is nt too tough for us to go through or endure.. i dunno bahh.. mayb u dun agree with me but dat is still my thinking.. i thank God for e trials He has put before me.. i seriously thank Him.. i dun blame Him.. mayb when i wus younger i did.. i'm not sure.. but if i hv.. i'm sorry.. i din mean to do it.. i wus so ignorant then.. but i noe that's not an excuse either.. but wateva it is.. i pray that God will jus forgive me.. cos i din mean to do aniting to make Him sad or aniting.. but i jus pray that He will teach me how to grow stronger in Him and that i will b able to love Him more and more as the days go by.. i realli hope he'll ans my prayer.. it's realli important to me.. i dun wanna bother bout wat others tink abt me animore.. pls help me Lord.. sighh.. i wanna save more ppl jus for You.. i dun wan 3/4 of the earth's population to go to hell.. before Jesus wus born.. all those who died had no choice but to go to hell.. most anyway.. that wus alot.. even Moses.. who wus God's worker.. God's servant.. who led the ppl out of Eygpt wit God's power and help had to b banished to hell because He did not obey God.. sighh. dunno le la.. but i wanna make sure my frens are saved.. i dun tink they'll understand wat i'm feeling now.. but i jus wanna make sure dey dun die and end up in hell and then blame me.. i wanna make sure i do something to help them first.. but i dun wan them to shun me awae.. i wanna help them no matter wat.. "i'm blessed beyond the curses.. though the sorrows may last for the night.. but the joy comes in e morn.. " the song I'm trading my sorrows.. nice.. i love God so muchh.. He's the greatest among ani u can find on earth.. even betta den your best fren.. bcos u noe He's perfect.. He won't do things that betray u.. harm you or jus to make you sad.. that's why i love Him so much.. and all that He's done for me.. i'm so happie.. i thank Him for giving me the ppl ard me and that they love me and i love themm.. thank God.. and He loves me much more den i could love Him.. isn't it great to b lovedd.. i'll jus make a prayer and jus b gone.. like this.. *poof* but not yet.. pray first..

deaR Lord..
life's like this.. we can't change it but we can change ourselves to b more n more like You.. more in Your image.. so that ppl will noe that You are a great God.. i love You.. so does mani out there.. i'm sorry about wat i've done.. the mani sad things or bad things that have caused Your heart to feel upset by wat i've done.. i'm sorry.. i confess them to You.. i dunno bahh.. it jus isn't time yet.. but Lord.. giv me e courage and e wisdom to spread Your word to others ard so that they'll be saved.. because the time in which the anti-christ rise is near.. jus near.. we r all so scared.. worried.. so Lord pls help me.. jus help me.. grant me the wisdom to save them.. in wateva opportunity that i hv.. may i grab it.. also frens out there r jus experiencing probs.. diff from mine.. yes.. but still i jus pray that You'll jus take awae the problem all stay by her forever.. dun leave her nor forsake her.. becos she nids You more den i do rite now.. You know wat i mean.. n i jus pray that You'll help her bcos You love her bcos she's your child too..i'm sorry that certain tings will cause our fragile hearts to cry out to You.. i wan to b dependant on You and not on the certain things of this world.. they'll perish when the earth fades.. but You'll never fade.. yes Lord.. i thank You for that.. i love You.. i dun wan others to think that i'm some freak.. instead i wanna make sure dey noe u personally. and they can experience Your love first hand.. i thank You for all that You've done for me.. i jus pray dat all in this world will b saved... it's not hard to think big.. but the thing is that we must put it into actions.. yes.. so i thank You and pray that You'll help me..
in Jesus name..
amen!

Psalm 120:1-7
i call on the Lord in my distress,
and He answers me.
Save me, O Lord, from lying lips and from deceitful tongues.
What will he do to you, and besides, O deceitful tongue?
He will punish you with a warrior's sharp arrows,
with burning coals of the broom tree.
Woe to me that i dwell in Meshech,
that i live among the tents of Kedar!
Too ong have i lived among those who hate peace.
I am a man of peace; but when i speak, they are for war.

Psalm 136:1-7
Give thanks to the Lord, for He is good. - His love endures forever
Give thanks to the God of Gods. - His love endures forever
Give thanks to the Lord of Lords.- His love endures forever
to him who alone does great wonders, - His love endures forever
who by his understanding made the heavens, - His love endures forever
who spread out the earth upon the waters, - His love endures forever
who made the great lights - His love endures forever

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